Wednesday, July 27, 2016 7/27/2016 11:52:00 PM | Written by NAB'J♥ 0 comments
Everyday , every moment . It has always be the same . For 20 years , i've been hearing the same thing over & over again . It upsets me much but of course who shows it right ? My colleague has been praising me cause she have not seen me angry before and always smiling . At times , a smile & laughter could cure everything . Yes, EVERYTHING . Add a point , im working in a place full of babies . Happiness is there though . I feel so blessed , very blessed . I've never expect to be working in this line but some things happen unexpectedly right ? So yeah..
I hate it when my mom always comparing me & brother . Comparing within your children is haram as Allah form them with their own strong & weakness . Seriously , stop it . Yes , im not good in studies but doesn't mean im stupid . Everytime you talk about money , your favourite line will be " kau ingat sikit . gaji kau tu bukan 4/5 ribu nak belanje sesuka hati atau nak belanje orang sane sini" , my heart broke . Really broke but as day goes by it gets back bit by bit . Looking back at my past , im stronger now . Inshaa'Allah .
I guess almost everyone is facing the same thing . Feeling the way like how i do right now . Usually my brother be home in the wee hrs . Reason : He goes to school for night studies. How true is that i have no idea . If he lies , he will deal that with Allah . Every time my mom wants to go out , i will follow. Why ? Because i only have 1 mother & i want to make sure she is safe . Its not because im mummy's girl . That is my responsibility . Sometimes , telling people our problem is hard . I think i'll stop here .
Sayonara ~
